(^o^)

something for me to remember...my root (^v^)

breaks...

life is getting more and more difficult...no more leisure break...

and a break is not considered as a break if ur mind keeps on thinking bout work...

(*O*)

i hate working...not da fact dat i hate teaching....NOPE!!!

i can confidently say dat i love teaching...

i ADORE this profession....very2 much...

its da other work dat i have to do besides teaching that drives me nuts...makes me cranky...and it seriously affects me (LOTS) in my work
especially in
my concentration...
my passion...
my strength...
my priority...

apparently, da small stone has become a heavy rock (*O*)

 

 da burden dat makes my life miserable...

p/s: thank god i love da kids...or else i've long gone "loopy"...

life during a christmas holiday...

dis is my 2nd christmas break in labuan...
nothing special....
things just basically da same like last year...
nothing more...nothing less (*O*)

sumtimes, i think...
my life will be da same for more years to come...
nothing is going to make it different...
not just yet...

but...
i long for sumting different to happen...
if only god permits it...
(^o^)
insyaallah...

life is a BLESS...

life is a blessing...

for those who realise it.

life is a blessing...

for those who think.

life is a blessing...

for those who are thankful.

life is a blessing...

when u hv ur frens around u.

life is a blessing...

when u hv more than enough to eat.

life is a blessing...

when u r still alive and kicking.

life is a blessing...ONLY if we think about it that way...for those people out there who are still complaining about things that happen around you...please take a few minutes to ponder about how we are blessed as we are given the chance:

to breath...

able to inhale da cool breeze everyday,

to see...

all da beautiful things the world has to offer,

to talk...

communicate and express our emotions,

to walk...

from one place to another,

to smell...

the lovely fragrance of flowers,

to eat...

all the best food in the world,

to sleep...

into a deep calm slumber,

to laugh...

our heart out.

to be able to do all sort of unimaginable things...

we are just lucky to be alive...just ALIVE (^o^)

life oh life...

i just LOVE this song...LIFE from Des'ree (^o^)

Chorus:

Life, oh life, oh life, oh life,

doo, doot doot dooo.

Life, oh life, oh life, oh life,

doo, doot dooo

I'm afraid of the dark,

'specially when I'm in a park

And there's no-one else around,

Ooh, I get the shivers

I don't want to see a ghost,

It's a sight that I fear most

I'd rather have a piece of toast

And watch the evening news

(Repeat Chorus)

I'm a superstitious girl,

I'm the worst in the world

Never walk under ladders,

I keep a rabbit's tail

I'll take you up on a dare,

Anytime, anywhere

Name the place, I'll be there,

Bungee jumping, I don't care!

(Repeat Chorus)

life, doo, doot dooo

doo, doot dooo

So after all is said and done

I know I'm not the only one

Life indeed can be fun, if you really want to

Sometimes living out your dreams,

Ain't as easy as it seems

You wanna fly around the world,

In a beautiful balloon

(Repeat Chorus)

i do agree with her in most of the things she said in her song...(^o^) living out our dreams can indeed be difficult...i wish i could just fly around the world without worries...life can be so much fun if u dont have to think of others and all the burden that u carry...(^v^)

life is tiring...

sometimes lots of concern people can really make u tired...

when i first moved to labuan with my chinese friend...people were talking bout us...
and whenever they had a chance to sit+talk with me...they normally asked me da same questions...

"ur housemate chinese ker?"
"macamana makan?xde masalah ker"
"ok ker dok ngan chinese?"
"dia x bwk bende pelik2 msk rumah?"
"boleh duduk sekali ngan org cina?"

well...why not???

i know they are concern...and they are doing their job to make sure aku selamat-morally and spiritually...
and,most of the time i only smiled for da questions posed to me....i'm TOO lazy to bother lar...
pelik sgt ker dok skali ngan chinese lady...bcos aku xrase pape pon yg patut dipelikkan...
and do they really think i'm THAT stupid ker nak mkn bende yg bukan2....
hello!!!

to me, there's nothing wrong if u nak dok ngan org bangsa lain pon...yang penting skali u hv to respect one another...bcos i do believe..."if u wanna be respected, u hv to start respecting others"...
without respect, dok arr ngan bangsa ape sekalipon...tetap akan ade problem...

thank god....so far kami xde problem...mkn ok...privacy ok...
she respects my religion and i respect her religion...
sometimes, she's the one yg remind me bout my obligation (^o^) and i did the same....

so, hopefully tuhan akan melindungi aku dr terpesong ke jalan2 yg serong...insyaallah...

life shouldnt be THAT scary...

our world sometimes is a very scary place to live in...
things happen to us whether we like it or not...
but, thats life (^o^)
things just happen...just like dat...

it can either be gud if u r lucky to receive all da gud things in life...
but sumtimes (most of da time 4 certain ppl) it can be bad...

and as a normal human being...people would react differently in different situations...

some people will just laugh...

 

others will make da situation worst...

its very rare for us to let them lean on us...

rather than laughing at them...
or making their difficult life more miserable,
why cant we gv them our shoulder instead...
it wouldnt be dat bad...rite??? and life would be better isnt it???

hurm...i x know...mayb...

besides,
who am i 2 decide...who am i 2 judge...
i'm a NOBODY...

so...its better for me to just live my life quietly...as usual...
(^o^)
life is good if u make it good...

life can be scary...

life can be scary...sumtimes (*O*)

we just dont know whom to trust...whom shouldnt be trusted...

people come in different shapes and sizes...
different attitudes and personalities...
different way of thinking...
different walks of life...
different likes and dislikes...
we are all different in all aspects...
just DIFFERENT...

some are gud...really sincerely gud with others...
some pretend to be gud in front of others...
some dont even bother to be gud to others...

so, just be careful....da world dat we live in is such a dangerous place to be...
just BEWARE (^v^) dont let urself be the victims of situations...life shouldnt be dat scary...

be gud to others if u want others to be gud to u...

life is GOOD...trust me...

if u think ur life sucks..i think u'd better think again and again and again...
and never stop thinking again...and again...and again....

our life is actually good.. u can TRUST me on dat...(^o^)

at least we are normal human being+perfect+complete...we dont need any aesthetic+wooden foot to help us walk...


at least we x hv to find rocks to write on.....although most of da time we complaint about not going to school...ever...




at least we dont hv to do heavy work...some of us dont even bother to work at all...isnt life good???

at least we x hv to put our life at risk just to go from one place to another...we hv better means of transportation (of course wif da loopholes and some other things on da road)...

so, if u think ur life sucks...THINK AGAIN...please!!!

life-long wait...

life-long wait....at least thats how i felt... (^O^)

kepulangan yang di nanti...

i waited for my parents arrival at da airport for 12hours...its a VERRRRRRRYYYYYY long wait...their flight has been delayed (ntah xtau bape kali) ... thank god they arrived just nice for us to catch da next flight back to Kuantan...and whats more important, BOTH of them r ok...safely arrived home....
and alhamdulillah (^O^)

tired of life (^o^)???

i'm exhausted (*O*) seriously damn tired....

BUT I'M NOT TIRED of LIFE (^O^)

i'm tired of all da workload dat i had + will have...

do i loathe it??? nope...i dont...

 i actually love it (^o^) anything to do wif teaching and getting new experience marking papers really gv me da thrill of excitement...

not dat i like to torture myself...

NO, dats not it...

i just think(and i do believe) dat i work better under pressure...(eceh...kunun...)

besides da final ums paper+all da quizzes & term papers dat i hv 2 mark...

i still hv time to ask my students'(KML) to write an individual essay....

and i managed to finish checking all(with da comments et.al)...(^v^)

isn't it crazy...huahuahua...

i always told my students "they are going to have a very miserable life being my students as i like to give them lots of written assignment to do"....but come to think of it, they are not the one being tortured...

I AM!!!...

they only have to write ONE essay...i'm the one who end-up marking hundreds....and i STILL lurrvvveeee doing it...(^o^)... to me, reading students' essay is like a theraphy.... i need it(their funny sentences especially) to spice up my life

p/s:btw, i just finished marking and keying-in da marks for UMS students...leganya...

but...

next week would be da time 2 torture myself with MUET papers plak...(^v^)

so, am i crazy doing dis 2 myself???

u hv 2 b da judge for dat (^o^) hohoho

B.R.A.V.O junainah (^O^)

focus...focus...focus

tired???

stressed out???

try this...you'll feel better...(^o^)

1. First, look at this elephant...how many legs do u see???

2. Now, look at this picture...what's wrong with this scene???

3. Try this one...is it a straignt line or it's a slope???

 

4. You want more??? Try this one....(^o*)

5. Are you still OK...if you are ok....lets play with colours....

SO....how do you feel now....better????

life is gettin' better and better...(^o^)

life is gettin' better and better...(^o^)
and i'm loving every moment of it...

if only i could describe my feelings for the past few days...
this would be it...

(^v^)
i just cant wait...
for that moment to come...
all the things i did for the whole week seemed out of place...
i tried to pull myself together,
but the pulse keeps on beating harder than usual....

and i know why...
my mind is not really here...(^O^)
its elsewhere...
and no matter how hard i tried to forget, it keeps on lingering at the back of my mind...

i just cant wait...i've been waiting for this moment forever and finally

my parents are going to perform their hajj...

(^v^)

just hope everything will turn out well for both of them.

(*O*)

FOOD

can't live with it....can't live without it....

(^o^)



i just love my days during university years when i can eat almost anything in a
VERY LARGE
quantity...

i miss those days when i can eat 6pieces of roti canai at one go....
i miss those days when i can eat 2burgers + 1 choc cake+ 1 large whipped potato at one go....
i miss those days when i can eat cheesecake everyday...without fail....
i miss those days when people throw all their food to me a call me with gross nick name....
i enjoy food as much as i enjoy life....
but now..
as i grow "wiser" (^v^) my ability to eat recedes....
now, there are only certain times when i can really eat big portion meal....
in which "that particular time" doesn't come as often as before....
i still LOVE food, and the fact that i cannot consume much really annoys me....

p/s: i really need to get my appetite back...and i really wanna be my old self....makan suma bende tanpa komplen...

1malaysia...hmmm...

A journey of 1300km...from labuan (18/7/2009) to sandakan(18/7/2009) - (20/7/2009) to kundasang (20/7/2009) - (21/7/2009) to KK (22/7/2009) and back to labuan (23/7/2009) (^o^)

from left : IVY(sabahan bumiputera), JANU(indian Johor), ADELINE(Perak Chinese) n obviously JU(Pahang malay)

we started our journey in a weird way...
we didnt notice some wrong thing would lead to another wrong thing...
we departed by ferry on time(that was GOOD)...(^v^) we had fun on the ferry..

and we were among the first few rows in front of the ferry, thinking that we would be among the first to disembarked...(^v^)
unfortunately...we were wrong...
the ferry "parked" in the wrong direction making ALL of us to reverse our vehicles...thank god we were in the front rows...the 'coast' was quite clear by the time we reverse the car...

and thus, the journey began...

we drove from menumbok to KK(about 2-hour journey) smoothly...stopped for lunch at Putatan and picked Ivy...then, we continued straight to Sandakan.
we arrived at Sandakan around 8pm...in a rain(quite heavy in the middle of the journey)...
Thanks a million to Rabi for suggesting a very nice place(and surprisingly quite cheap) to stay...
we stayed in Sandakan for 2 nights...

On sunday,
we drove to Labuk Bay...the place for the famous "Proboscis Monkey" where we have to pay rm15 for the entrance fee plus another rm 10 for the camera...(we have to pay entra if we bring the video cam...)

then, we went to the mini zoo....there's nothing much to see there...(da fact that i just hate zoo, making me felt nauseas)...just few animals suffocating in a small wired-cage...
but the view of the garden was superb...breathtaking...just love the view from the bridge (^v^)

after that we stopped for a while at the Memorial park...just to have a walk while waiting for the next show in the crocs' farm...

at the crocodile farm...we paid rm5 per person to watch 4 (so-called) crocodile shows and all the crocs fight for seriously very2 little amount of fish...just couldnt bare to look at all those crocs so i decided to leave da place early...(*O*)

as a closure...our final destination for the day would be a lavish seafood dinner at Ocean King that didnt cost us a lavish spending...(bsukaria+bjimat...a good way for a holiday...)
(^v^) huahuahuahauahauahauah

on monday,
we checked out and we went straight to Sepilok Rehabilitation Center for the orang utan...we're lucky, we waited quite a while before we could see a mother+baby orang utan being fed by the workers...

we continued our journey to kundasang...surveying few hotels(in a drizzling of rain) before we decided to stay at the rose garden lodge...(they got this huge roses in front of the hotel)...
in the afternoon, we went to Poring hot spring...thinking that we could climb the canopy walkway...unfortunately heavy downpour followed us there and it wont go away...so, we just snap few pictures and headed back to the hotel...

our final destination would be KK...but there's not much things to do in KK as we're actually physically exhausted from the long journey...so, we end up doing some shopping and movie watching(thought of doing a movie marathon....(*O*)....x hv time for it)

p/s: hope i get da chance to go to sandakan again(but this time NO long-hour drive(BIG NO2)....bcos i still hv few more places(in mind) that i really want to visit....hopefully (^O^)

life's a bitch...

i got lots of email from my sis...she just loves forwarding email in which most of the time i'll just ignore, never even bother to read....

but,one day i got this VERY interesting email from my sis that keeps me thinking (^o^) to share or not to share?????

after long thought, i think its not fair for me to keep this email ONLY to myself as GOOD things need to be shared....so, i'm sharing this wif everybody....

so,PEEPS..... enjoy reading!!! (^O^) hohoho

All the organs of the body were having a meeting,
trying to decide who was the one in charge.
'I should be in charge, 'said the brain,
'Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen.'

'I should be in charge, 'said the blood ,
'because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away. '
'I should be in charge, 'said the stomach
''because I process food and give all of you energy. '

'I should be in charge, 'said the legs,
'because I carry the body wherever it needs to go.'

'I should be in charge, 'said the eyes,
'Because I allow the body to see where it goes.'

'I should be in charge, 'said the rectum,
'Because I'm responsible for waste removal.'

All the other body parts laughed at the rectum
and insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight.
Within a few days,

the brain had a terrible headache,
the stomach was bloated,
the legs got wobbly,
the eyes got watery,
and the blood was toxic.

They all decided that the rectum should be the boss.
The Moral of the story?
The a**hole is usually the one in charge!



SURPRISED??


hmmm.....





not really....





...NO WONDER, WE HAVE SO MANY AROUND!.. (^v*)






p/s:no offense, people.....this is just for fun (^o^)

yasmin ahmad...what a life...

sayangnya...
we've lost another shining jewel in our film industry...

i have to admit that i'm not a fan of malay movies...
but i'll make sure i never missed her piece of work...
i love all her movies...all her commercials...

there wont be anyone who could replace her..
as there wont be anyone like her...
with her creativity...
with her passion...
with her touch...
that can turn fantasy into reality...

yasmin ahmad...
she's one in a million...
may god bless her soul...

life or death???

to live or to die...

living and dying are all part of life...

we are responsible of our own lives...whether we want to be happy or to be miserable...
don't let other people decide that for us...

i just hate people who blame others of their own misery in life...
why do you need to blame others???
don't you have your own brain to think???
i thought god give all human being an individual brain that we can use anytime we want...

so USE it!!!

and PLEASE2 stop blaming others...
i just cannot tolerate this kind of people:
"i become drug addict because i dont get enough attention from parents"
"my parents never love me"
"i become the way i am because of my friends"
"i want to kill myself because my boyfriend dump me"


WELL...HELLO (^O^) welcome to the REAL world...

i'm sick of life...

"a person is a person no matter how small"

recently...
i watched this cartoon movie...though da movie is a bit boring....
but i like da message that da movie wants to convey....
"a person is a person no matter how small" (^v^)

'BIG PEOPLE LITTLE PEOPLE'....

why people look at status in treating others...by having da so-called 'title', by having 'higher' position....by having the power...you think you can do anything....everything....

so, wut happen to us...normal people without 'title'...do we hv to just sit and listen and accept everything...

double standard...is being practiced everywhere...in every institutions...
can it be stopped??? nah, not in million years...(*O*)

a person is a person no matter how small...hurmmm....sometimes life is good when we have ALL the power in the world...

anyone wif da answer???

LOVE ...
can't live with it, can't live without it (^v^)

what is love???

1. a very common topic that gives me headaches whenever i hv 2 comment on it...
being at dis age, people expects me to be with someone or at least to hv someone dat i could turn to during da difficult times...

2. i never really thought bout dat...
as all my life, i've been blessed wif gud frens who'll always be there for me..
it never occurs to me dat i need that special someone to share things as i x really share things wif people..

3. SORRY...i like 2 keep things ONLY to myself...i always do...not to say dat i x trust people but i've learnt my lesson x to gv complete trust to people..(*O*)

4. life is unpredictable...u x really tell who is ur friend and who is ur enemy...

5. to me ... i personally think that love is UNIVERSAL (^v^)

before i end today's rambling...
i just wanna share sumthing i got from 1 of my books collection...a novel from an indian author,Anita Nair in her book entitle "ladies coupe"

the synopsis ==> Meet Akhila:45 and single, an income tax clerk, and a woman who hs never been allowed to live her own life - always the daughter, the sister, the aunt, the provider - until the day she gets herself a 1way ticket to the seaside town of kanyakumari. In the intimate atmosphere of the all - women sleeping car - the "ladies coupe" - Akhila asks the five women she is travelling with the question that has been haunting her all her adult life:

Can a woman stay single and be happy,

or

does she need a man to feel complete?

if u were 2 ask me that...my answer would be "i x know, u tell me..."
anyone wif the answer??? (^v^)

life & responsibility....

whom should hold da biggest responsible??? (ade ker such thing as biggest responsibility & smallest responsibility???)

male or female???

daughter or son???

brother or sister???

married or single???

employed or unemployed???

rich or poor???

da truth is, everybody has their own responsibility that they hv to carry...
we xnot get away from any responsibility just because we are males....
being a son dont gv us any special power to just do wut we want...
just because we are married, dat doesnt mean we can just let go...
just because we are rich doesnt mean dat it would last....
just becasue we are unemployed doesnt mean dat we can suck up on other people's blood...

SO???
who should be responsible???
my definite answer would be EVERYBODY!!!
every single soul on earth...
we have to be responsible, not only to ourselves but to our family as well...

LIFE IS GOOD when everybody knows their role (^v^)

life...IS good...

Life is Good...
still good,
no matter how thick is the haze...

Life is Good...
still good,
no matter how much work you have...

Life is Good...
still good,
no matter how far you are from your family...

Life is Good...
still good,
no matter how many people make you mad...

Life is Good...
still good, no matter how difficult your life is...

Life is Good...
still good,
no matter how much burden you have to carry...

Life is Good...
still good,
no matter how many problems you have to face...

LIFE IS GOOD...no matter what (^v^)
and i just LOVE my life...
i wouldnt trade my life for anything else in the universe...

the irony of life...

who says life is fair....life is not fair...isn't it??

(^v^)

THE IRONY OF LIFE...

1. those who work hard are still living in poverty...
but, orang yg rilex2 goyang kaki...they are da one wif lots of money...

2. those who studied hard will still living in difficult condition...
but, org yg x skolah, msk realiti tv shows...terus jdik kaya raya...

3. those who mind their own business, will be da target of ppl's conversation...
but, org yg mbawak mulut kehulu kehilir, they r da one yg akan dipandang tinggi...

Then,what are we supposed to do with our life???
keje kuat2 pon x guna...
belajar teruk2 pon membazir jer...
kita x kacau org pon, org tetap mengata...
SO???
stop working ur heart out...asal keje siap dah ler...xperlu nak beria2 sgt wat keje tuh...
stop studying like mad...blaja sket2 jer cukup...asal dpt bg pointer cukup mkn je dah ok...
stop buat hal sndiri...pg bykkan mase menyibuk amik tau hal tepi kain org lain...

(^v^)

and by doing ALL that....hopefully we will be a better person in the future....we will have a better life in the future...hopefully!!!

if only life is that easy (^v^)...

Life is a "fairy tale"?

things happen in life for a purpose...

1. we
...fell in love...and then we broke up...

2. we
...have a relationship...and then we get bored...

3. we
...meet new friend...and then we forget the old one...

4. we
...studied..and then we graduated...

5. we
...have a friend...and then we pick a fight...

6. we
...sleep...and then we wake up...

7. we
...work...and then we spend...

8. we
...live...and then we die...

yesterday is a history BUT tomorrow would be a mystery...

if only we could have a life like in a fairytale...where ONLY all the nice things happen in life...all the nice things that happen just to please our desire...all things that happen based on what we want...what we dream..what we have in mind...(^v^) life would be a much nicer place to live in...
nothing will fall apart...

haiyooo...junainah WAKE UP!!! WAKE UP!!! WAKE UP!!!

just wake up!!!...life is not a fairytale...eventhough i keep on telling myself it is...(*O*)

although life is real...i xnot help falling in love with this song...this is just a lovely song by Alexander Rybak..."fairytale"
p/s: just enjoy this song...bcos i know i do (^v^)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uiH4BFTELME

life??? (*O*)

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!!!

I have to say, i love the quotation above...and i do believe in that also...

what goes around do come around...(^v^) we have to be responsible for our actions whether it is done intentionally or unintentionally..




just want to share what i think + feel towards this "hot" topic of the year...
1.PPSMI = berguna @ tidak???

2. Pernah ada sesiapa terpikir, cemane kita nak mengangkat martabat bangsa + budaya sendiri di mata dunia? macamana kita nak m'promosi'kan malaysia ke seluruh pelusuk alam??? adakah dengan menggunakan bahasa melayu??? berapa kerat jer negara yg boleh paham kita???
bukan ker kita perlu bhs inggeris juga untuk menjadi bahasa pemangkin??? kita tetap perlukan bhs inggeris supaya apa yg kita sampaikan tuh maksudnya sampai kepada dunia...takde arr kita jer yg syok sendirik bercakap...padahal org luar tadak sorg pon yg paham...

3. Kenapa perlu dikaitkan isu tentang penggunaan bhs inggeris dlm pengajaran dan pembelajaran science & maths sebagai penyebab utama yang boleh mmbunuh bhs melayu???
i'm sorry 2 say this...but currently i saw many english words "di-melayukan" dan digunapakai secara meluas...what is the significant of that??? why nobody said anything about that? me'melayu'kan bhs inggeris tu akan memartabatkan bhs melayu ker???

4. Kadang-kadang saya terpikir...semua keputusan tentang sistem pendidikan di malaysia dibuat atas dasar apa? Untuk siapa? btol2 untuk rakyat ker?
And i sometimes wonder, semua ahli politik yang kita "sayangi" ni, anak-anak diorang IKUT ker sistem pendidikan yang diorang buat ni??macam xpernah nampak pon anak2 politicians pegi skolah biase...suma nya msk international school jer...

5. Ini bukan masalah bangga atau tidak bangga tentang bahasa ibunda sendiri..sebagai rakyat malaysia, kita mesti menjunjung tinggi bahasa ibunda tapi itu bukan ALASAN untuk kita menidakkan kebenaran yang memang terpampang jelas di depan mata...macamana bangsa + negara kita nak maju kalo pemikiran kita masih di takuk lama??? org lain suma sudah mau bgerak ke depan...kenapa kita tetap mau bgerak ke belakang???

6. Politicians = wise man or wise guy????
aren't they supposed to be the "wise man" who can predict what will happen in the future...So, what WILL happen to the future generations in Malaysia with this education system???
(*O*) i wonder!!!
7. Jangan di bandingkan malaysia dengan negara2 membangun seperti Jepun...
Jepun = they are already a DEVELOP country...
Malaysia = we are still DEVELOPING...
Jepun = they have all the reference in their language
Malaysia = all the references are still in english
so,sementara menunggu ahli2 dewan bahasa MENTERJEMAHkan semua ilmu2 yang ada ke bahasa melayu, kita perlu buat sesuatu untuk menguasai ilmu2 itu terlebih dahulu...
dan caranya cuma satu...we have to learn all the KNOWLEDGE in english...kuasai ilmu tu dulu sebelum terlambat...
p/s: SO,kepada pakar2 bahasa...jika betul2 mahu memartabatkan bahasa melayu, DO YOUR WORK FASTER!!!
8. Kepada pihak2 yang berkenaan...tolonglah jangan berfikir untuk kepentingan sendiri sahaja...fikirlah untuk orang lain juga...

life is....

LIFE...

are you contented with your life?

am i happy???
that is difficult 2 answer...
i think i am....but am i???

DO YOU MIND???

1.
aku...
kisah: kalo aku tpakai bju yg sama ngan org...aku sanggup blik umah salin bju...pastu bju tuh kompem aku xkn pakai lg dah smpi bebila...(until tuan nyer bju yg lg 1 tuh dah xde lg...dah pindah ker ape)
tp...
x kisah: kalo ade bju yg sama ngan org tapi pakai ari lain2...at least xde ar nmpk obvious sgt kn (^v*)

aku...
kisah: if ppl were to stare at me lama2 (including students)....xbleh arr...aku ni kan pemalu org nyer (^v*) ahaks
tp...
x kisah: kalo aku yg stare org lama2....muahahahhahahahah

ks

aku...
kisah: kalo org amik brg2 aku wat cm reta sndirik...xtau nak pulang blik...ble hangin 1 bdn tuh kalo brg2 aku kene usik...
tp...
x kisah: ko nak pinjam brg2 aku smpi setaun pon xpe TP mesti (wajib) ngan aku nyer permission arr...

aku...
kisah: kalo org yg aku xkenal tetiba tepon nak bbual2...arghhh
tapi...
x kisah: kalo member2 yg call...aku bleh bborak sampai x ingt dunia berjam2...

2.
aku...
x kisah: kalo sakit ker...demam ker...selsema ker...batuk ker...bcos aku tau aku tetap xkn makan ubat (^v*)
tp...
kisah: kalo sakit yg tpaksa gak kene mkn ubat ...ayo,benci btol arr...or yg paling teruk kalo kene msk spital....(*~*) aisshhh....

aku...
x kisah: tolon' org...ntok buat pape pon arr...i x mind...seriously...
tp...
kisah: kalo org yg d tolon' tuh xsedor diri...selfish...x kenang budi...lupa diri...(dan yg sewaktu dgn nyer)

aku...
x kisah: org nak pandang aku pelik ker...nak mengata aku ker...nak mengutuk aku ker...lantak arr...tuh korg nyer suka, aku xcmpor...(^v^)
tp...
kisah: kalo org sebok2 bz bodi pasal hal aku...nak yg sebok2 tell me wut i should or shoudnt do... aku bkn bdk kcik maa...aku tau ape yg aku buat...xpayah nak menyibuk...just jage sndirik nyer "kain" arr...

aku...
x kisah: kalo aku tido,org nak buat bising ker...meraung+melalak...lantak korg arr...aku akan terus tido gak...aku x peduli asalkn x kaco aku...
tp...
kisah: kalo kaco tmpt aku tido...goyang2 katil aku + tlanggar katil aku...aku akan trus tjaga...

aku...
x kisah: kalo org nak nak kutuk aku ker...marah aku ker...menjerit kt aku ker...menyalahkan aku pasal suma bende ker...
tp...
kisah: kalo org mburuk2kn parents aku...pantang btol...baik burok pon, they are my parents, they will always be...irreplaceable...no matter what...

p/s: taken from my fb account...

life is like a living hell...

<== some of my comics collection ==>













i x care what people said...despite da fact that i'm getting "older" and "wiser" every year...i still need all these to cheer up my day...

my mom used to scold us (me and my siblings) for "wasting" (dats wut she said) our time + money for comics...but 2 me, as long as we are reading sumthing, dats wut count...rite???
finally... now, my mom stops nagging at us whenever she sees us reading...(^v^)

me and my siblings (as each and everyone of us has our own likes and dislikes), we have our own responsibilty when it comes to comics...

1. my elder bros are responsible in getting all those lawan2 nyer komik such as "pedang setiawan" etc...

2. my sis is responsible for mastika et al...

3. me (^v^) i'm responsible 4 da gempak collection + sinchan + GTO

4. my younger bros are responsible for conan + budak getah + penyiasat remaja et al... (^v^)

life is like a living hell... if not for all these comics, i'll be long gone...these are the things that keep me sane...

if only....

LIFE...

...is a bit calmer after the long torturous hour of classes...i can now breath in ease...no classes to be attended...no assignments to be done...no research to be carried out...no journals to be read...no exams + quizzes to be answered (*v*) life is much...much...much easier now....

am i happy with my life now???

ermm...(*O*) i x know... i really x tell...

but 1 thing i do know...
... i miss the good old days...i miss the day when we have to rush in finishing the assignments and project papers to meet the "deadlines"...i miss the hassle of having to wait for the group members for group discussions...i miss the stress building up inside me when exams are just around the clock...i miss all that....

if only i could turn the clock...

if only i could turn back the clock,
if only life is that easy,
if only...

Life is Life...

life is just a "life"..

It's a journey...a very long journey for one person (the so-called lucky ones)...and a very short journey to others..
this is where so many things happen...
whether we like it or not...whether we are ready for it or not...
the planned...the surprises...the unexpected events...
all the laughters...all the cries...all the smiles...all the tears...those are the important parts of life... in order for us to be human...and to be humane...