life goes on...no matter what (^o^)

another two of english unit members are leaving KML for a better life + better future + better place + better experience...
hope they'll never forget those they leave behind...(me included)...

i just got to know these nice people, and already its time to say goodbye...
life is too short to be ignored...
things happen so fast nowadays that sometimes we dont even get the chance to blink our eyes to see the changes...

and it is just scary to even think about it...

haish....fenin!!!!!!

students are getting from bad to worst each year...
i thought i was having a miserable life last year in...
handling students' attitude...
dealing with students' tantrum...
"healing" their language problems...
manipulating their strengths...
"treating" their weaknesses....
i thought LAST year was hell...
this year is even worse....
ape yg lagik teruk dr hell eh???

GOD...please give me the strength to go through this year...
i really need it (*O*)

one & alone...

i've never known that silence can drive me nuts....
i thought i like being alone....
getting the whole house to myself should be something that i should be waiting for...
i can do lots of the things that cannot be done when my housemate is around...
but apparently, i thought wrong (*O*)

i hate the silence of the house...

i hate talking to myself...

i hate seeing no one else in the house...

i hate having no one to accompany me in the house...

i hate the echoes...

i hate being ALONE...

and i dont want to end-up like this lil' birdie...

alone and lonely (*O*)

i don't really need someone to talk to...
i just need someone to be IN THE HOUSE....with me....
we don't have to talk to each other...
we can mind our own business...
we can do our own things....
i just need another soul in the same house WITH me....

p/s: hurmm...how pathetic that sounds eh?????

buhsan (*O*)

buhsan nak mati dok umah sorg2 nih...
xtau nak watpe kt umah kalo sorg2.....
nak berborak, xde member...
nak tgk tv pon buhsan, xde kwn nak lawan meng'komen'....

but then,
early mornin' my cousin main2 ngan FB - letak lagu2 syahdu zaman2 lama dulu2....
so, i pon ikot sekali arr main2 dengor lagu2 lama...
byk gak arrr dengor lagu2 jiwang pagi td....
tetibe terjumpe lagu nih....

suwey btol lyric lagu nih...chiestttttt!!!!
"BILA DAH JEMU KITA DITINGGALKAN"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3KrN2duSyRM&feature=related

nih lg satu...(*O*) haish!!!
"KURELAKAN DIKAU PERGI"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gX8BKn9_Xr8&feature=related

ade lg nih...
"RINDU PADA YANG TAK SUDI"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d2unXLCzdc0&feature=related
lagu nih cam sangat sesuwei (*O*)

tapi, xpenah plak tdengor lagu nih mase zaman dulu2...

afsal eh?????

(*O*) huhu...

P/S: Lagu2 melayu mostly MEMANG sangat2 kasihan kn???? sumanya lagu2 yg menyedihkan....haish!!!

(!_!)

things just dont go my way...
March hates me...seriously

bad...bad day 

bad thing just crashed down one after another....
and its driving me nuts even to think about it...
and i cannot NOT thinking....
i have lots of things to do this week....i HAVE to think...
with the PB marks yg nak kene key-in...dengan all workshop materials yg t'hangus skali ngan "hard drive"....

haish....
if only i have some sort of magical power that can make things better (*O*)


i just dont know what to do + what to think.... (^-^)
tried not to think too much BUT the more i tried to forget the more i'm thinking about it...

i'm VERY2 EXTREMELY miserable...
oh GOD, dont do this to me...Forgive me, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee...

 hope to see the light at the end of the tunnel...

apart from all the bad things...i still need to put on my positive attitude...

smile Junainah...keep on smiling...

life will be better soon...insyaallah...

life as a single lady...

single lady should not be sick...is it???

"single lady should not be sick"...i picked up that line dlm satu citer yg me and my friend tgk...and i DID ask my friend btol ker ape yg aku dengor...or aku tsilap dengor ape yg pelakon2 tuh ckp bcos sumtimes although aku mcm tgk TV tp pikiran tuh sbenornye dah wander off sangatttttttt jauh...my friend just angguk kepala jer(dia mls nak layan bcos she knew once dia setat layan i'l start mbebel non-stop nyer arr....stupid dialog (*O*)

"single lady should not be sick"...logik ker camtuh?
kenapa plak single lady xbleh sakit???
kami nih bukan manusia ker???
urat dawai???
tulang besi???
hati batu???
keras kepala???( keras kepala tuh me lar....aku mmg keras kepala+degil tahap gaban nyer...huhu)
kepala angin???

"single lady should not be sick"...yeah rite...

kenapa people slalu pandang negative kt single lady eh???
as if being single is a disease yg contagious...dats y ramai org yg takot end up as a "single lady"...
ntah arr...mls nak pikir lebey2 pasal nih...wat semak kepala jer (^O^)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rfAQf6eLGB4

life is hot...

i'm  bit tired lately, tired of doing nothing...(*O*)
and da fact that da office is giving a free sauna (lately) makes it even worse...
i got migrain almost everyday..
i easily snapped over nothing...
everything gets into my nerve...
eventhough how hard i tried to let loose, with this kinda "weather" i just x know how long i could be sane (*O*)

well, the only thing i can do now is to think of something cold...hopefully it works...

new beginning...is it???

its a new day in a new year...
a day to start anew...
a day to start fresh...
a day to forget the past...
and continue living the future...

but i wonder how am i going to start a new beginning if my past keeps on haunting me...
or i didnt allow my past to pass over me...(*O*)
did i???
i x know...
x know what i want in my life...
i x know what i need...
i just DONT FREAKING KNOW...

OH GOD,
please help me...
guide me....
give me sign...
anything...
just help me in choosing what's best in my life...
i really need it...
seriously...

life oh life...

i just LOVE this song...LIFE from Des'ree (^o^)

Chorus:

Life, oh life, oh life, oh life,

doo, doot doot dooo.

Life, oh life, oh life, oh life,

doo, doot dooo

I'm afraid of the dark,

'specially when I'm in a park

And there's no-one else around,

Ooh, I get the shivers

I don't want to see a ghost,

It's a sight that I fear most

I'd rather have a piece of toast

And watch the evening news

(Repeat Chorus)

I'm a superstitious girl,

I'm the worst in the world

Never walk under ladders,

I keep a rabbit's tail

I'll take you up on a dare,

Anytime, anywhere

Name the place, I'll be there,

Bungee jumping, I don't care!

(Repeat Chorus)

life, doo, doot dooo

doo, doot dooo

So after all is said and done

I know I'm not the only one

Life indeed can be fun, if you really want to

Sometimes living out your dreams,

Ain't as easy as it seems

You wanna fly around the world,

In a beautiful balloon

(Repeat Chorus)

i do agree with her in most of the things she said in her song...(^o^) living out our dreams can indeed be difficult...i wish i could just fly around the world without worries...life can be so much fun if u dont have to think of others and all the burden that u carry...(^v^)

yasmin ahmad...what a life...

sayangnya...
we've lost another shining jewel in our film industry...

i have to admit that i'm not a fan of malay movies...
but i'll make sure i never missed her piece of work...
i love all her movies...all her commercials...

there wont be anyone who could replace her..
as there wont be anyone like her...
with her creativity...
with her passion...
with her touch...
that can turn fantasy into reality...

yasmin ahmad...
she's one in a million...
may god bless her soul...