Tuesday, January 11, 2011

WET and FURIOUS (^O^) Part I

9 January 2011

The first activity to start a very2 good year - A Friendship Trip to White- Water Rafting at Padas River, Beaufort.

The journey started as early as 7.00am by the college bus.

Everybody was anxious to begin the expedition as we got a morning call even before 7 asking about our whereabouts as they can't wait to go to the ferry terminal. Unfortunately, by the time we arrived at the terminal, the speed boats are not there yet (they're probably still snuggling comfortably under their blanket, tgh golek2 dgn air liur basi lg tuh...its sunday for goodness sake)...We waited patiently for the boats while making other passengers' life miserable with our thunderous laughters and rumbling noise (^o^) mesti sebenornya passengers lain tuh tgh menahan diri jer nak meroyan....haish, kitorg nih pagi2 lg dah setat buat bising...

tgh anxious tggu speed boat
The speed boats arrived around 8.00am.

Most of us agreed, the speed boat ride is our first training before we throw ourselves into the Padas River. The bumpy + roller-coaster joyride took us 30 minutes from Labuan to Menumbok. We stop for breakfast at Menumbok before we resumed our journey by van for another 3-hour ride to Tenom via Beaufort and Sipitang.


The journey was full of deafening laughters and ludicrous stories created mostly by ALL the storytellers from the back-benchers. They have given us free amusement and totally chased the boredom away,and all that JUST by listening to their stories. However, their hilarious laughter and their booming voices apparently didn't help in preventing our van driver from dozing off and nearly drove us all into the drain.He apologized to us all, stopped the van, took a puff while the rest of us stepped out of the van for a short photo session.  Sempat lg tuh nak bergambo2 bagai...haish!!!
melegakan tali perut sekejap (^o^)
We continued our journey from Tenom to Padas River by train..its "the old+conventional+antique+zaman dolu2 nyer train"...
 tgh tggu train dtg...

and believe it or not, another drama happened inside the train but i cannot tell you people more abut it as i just heard noises from far, i was not near the snene...Thank god i sat at a different coach. Alhamdullillah!!! But, despite all the drama, i seriously like riding that antique train...sangat bising tapi i like it....but the train ride is a very short journey, and along the way we can actually see the river and the current that we're going in later. The breathtaking scene really took our breath away...LITERALLY (*O*) masing2 dah kecut tali perot dah masa nih tgk sungai yg deras tuh...hohoho

and tuh baru 40% of the whole stories...the rest of the stories akan muncul dalam sedikit masa lg (^o^)...bwk2 bersabar yer kengkawan...cerita meroyan dalam air akan dikeluarkan ntok Part II (^o^) i'm still trying to arrange all my thoughts together nak kasik "kaw2" nyer cerita...

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

MULU adventure trip...definitely its the unforgettable journey...


piece and bits of the trip (^O^)

In my entire life (so far)...i've never done anything like this....NONE, not even anything close to this. My normal holidays must be in some comfy hotels with fluffy pillows and hot water heaters plus easy access to any shopping malls and movie theatres. My holidays was always be relaxing.

I just dunno what has gotten into my mind when i agreed to join this Miri-Mulu (so-called adventure) Trip. Most people must be thinking why we are so crazy to join this trip in the first place. TRUST ME...we asked the same question to ourselves (^O*) huhu.

That 5 days 4 nights (mulu trip only) journey really taught us (well, me obviously) to value things that we have not taken seriously before.

We have learnt to live in serenity - back to basic where we're totally cut-off from civilization...from any source of communication. NO TV + NO handphone and at some places even NO electricity. We've even lost count of the dates and the days went by even without us noticing it.

The walks that we have to take seemed ENDLESS...kilometres after kilometres to and fro...in and out of the caves and the long trail of jungle trekking almost tore us (gals) apart. Some of you might think women and shopping are synonymous. "Bukan pompuan suka window shopping ker...ala, kalo shopping sehari suntuk bleh plak, nih baru jalan sket dah komplen" (^o^).

Sorry to disappoint you dude, but we're not the type who walk miles and spend hours on shopping spree. Oh, dont get me wrong...we DO love shopping, but we always know specifically where to go and what to buy. We just dont waste time wandering from 1 store to another. So, you can just imagine what the 8km to get into Camp 5 and another 11.3km out of the camp has done to us (*O*).

BUT i love ALL the boat rides (sbb xyah nak berjalan sndiri...hihi)
 
...walaupon sempit and sakit bontot dok dlm bot berjam2...tp i love the cool breeze (^o^)


The walks in and out of the caves


The jungle trekking trail...giler jauh!!!


And yang paling susah would be climbing the Mount Api to reach the pinnacle...so, out of 8, ONLY 3 of us (definitely i'm NOT one of them)  managed to reach the top...CONGRATS guys.

Mount Api - the pinnacle

After the first sleepless night in Mulu, we started to regret our decision to be involved in this journey....but then, nak menyesal pon dah tarak guna lg babe...we're in and there's no way out!!!

Later, the trails just got from bad to worse. The journey taken was getting longer and longer. At that time, we stopped thinking. At that point, there's no time to regret anymore. There's no time to complaint about anything at all.

So, we embraced the tiredness by indulging ourselves in the scenery. By taking pictures...but in my case not actually taking but by being snapped in all photos by all those expensively hi-tech cameras...Syok wooooaaa, berposing macam nak giler although penat xyah citer lar...i think you all can imagine kan???

And the guys being guys...they were the noisiest species on earth (that we've ever met)...with their squeals of laughter and their ridiculous fights (and not to forget, their orchestra concerto that we've to put up every night) and all their silly behaviour....they DID cheer up our days... there's not a single second in the journey that we're not laughing our hearts out thanks to them...at least, all the laughter that we have had lessen the misery (^v^) hihi...thanks a mill guys.

The guys

And another thing, along the journey food is a LUXURY (^O^) All meals are SUPERB. There's nothing that could make us smile happier than to see the food being served on the table for every meal time...and there's no such thing as "lauk tak sedap"...EVERYTHING was delicious (at that time lar...) and we just couldnt get enough of the food...(actually we always wanted more...)  and at that time kami dah x pedulik org lain lg dah...nak mengata kami burok lantak pon kata lar...kami tak kesah...(^O^) hohoho

And to add more to the story, even taking a bath is a challenge to some of us (^O*) hohoho... seriously, i'm not kidding.
The water was so d*** cold, some of us would think twice to bathe in the early morning...with no water heater provided, we just have to endure the cold water directly taken from the river (as in Camp 5) and the water directly from the mountain (at the longhouse). Even waktu siang kalo pg berendam kaki kt dlm sungai pon dah ketar2...
So, you can just imagine, getting a bath in the morning is literally like going to a battlefield...and trust me some of us have lost the battle even without fighting.

On the last day of our journey, though i'm happy to be heading back to Labuan, i realized that my chest felt heavy (*O*) I dont know why...

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

life is soooooo LOUD

i always (for this 2010/2011 batch of students lar) love tuesday...
tuesday is serenity...
tuesday is tranquility...
tuesday is peacefulness...
tuesday is the day where i would normally have a lot of FREE time doing nothing in the office...
tuesdays would be the day where i normally had a quiet time at my place staring into the computer screen (well, actually most of the time the computer screen was staring at me...)

BUT, not today (*O*)
Tuesday on the 28th September 2010 is not serene...
Tuesday on the 28th September 2010 is not tranquil...
Tuesday on the 28th September 2010 is not peaceful...

i've been hearing students' sopranos + altos at the top of their voice singing the birthday song (*O*) my birthday...there's nothing much i can say to that...not that i'm not happy...I AM (^O^) i SERIOUSLY am...but when you have reached that number "3", birthdays are not something that you look forward into anymore...
anyway, i really appreciate my students' effort in singing their heart out despite hearing some of the 'cynical' teasing remarks from my colleagues. 

THANK YOU ALL (^o^)

Thursday, August 5, 2010

me and my tongue...

i didnt notice that i've totally changed in manners and attitude as i aged...
my tongue is getting faster at judging + commenting + critisizing + gossipping others...
i dont really bother about what people think...and i obviously dont bother of what they feel...
until one of my colleague pointed out to me straight to my face...
OMG!!!
i've become a very2 mean person nowadays....heartless with a cold-blooded tongue - who says things without thinking.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lmTf_tsNMnY

i dont want to regret later as i'm afraid that the all the hurt that i've caused will be permanent...and i know a permanent damage cannot be mended...

words can kill...
words can put us down...
words can destroy everything...
words can determine who you are.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvTe7ZHa7cs

Ya Allah...help me to change (*O*) i dont want to be remembered as "perempuan ber mulut celupar". 
From now on, i will try (my best) to watch  what i said not to hurt others feeling...please god help me in this.

Friday, July 30, 2010

my latest KK trip...(so far)

Initial plan to KK
  1. movie marathon
  2. shopping kasut sepasang dua + baju sehelai dua + handbag (kalo ada yg berkenan di mata)
  3. guardian/ watson
  4. salon
  5. sushi
  6. comics
Day 1
We arrived in KKIA at around 2.00++pm...hailed a taxi that brought us straight to Grand Borneo Hotel in 1-Borneo. The hotel was jam packed with foreign tourists spending their summer holidays...because of that we didnt manage to get the standard room as it was fully booked by them (*o*) so, that left us with the superior room... a bit more expensive but its much2 (seriously) better than Courtyard hotel that i used to stay for MUET all this while.
On the first day, we didnt do much as both of us are tired, we just went to giant + guardian + carik mkn and went back to the room to sleep b4 headed out for our movies marathon = Twilight - New moon (the reason why i wanna go to KK) + The sorcerer's apprentice.
so, basically that wrapped up our first day there.

p/s: x sempat p shopping...xpe2, sok masih ada (^O*)

Day 2
Went to a salon and spent a whole day there (literally ONE whole day)... we were the first and (might be as we were there from 11++am till 6pm...giler lama kn???) the last customer for a very sweet lady...(forgot to ask for her name)... my back was stiff of sitting too long and waiting for the process to end was a TORTURE...
once done, i was literally famished i could eat a horse...nope (*O*) i could eat an elephant but later resort to sushi king....its much2 nicer + tastes much2 tastier (^v^)
before we ended the night, we went for another movie treat - Inception = a brilliant work of christopher nolan.

p/s: another day went by and still x sempat p shopping (*O*)

Day 3
Lepas breakfast dah nak kene siap2 p airport...arrrggghhhh (@_@) still xdpt shopping...uhuks, sgt2 kuciwa...penat jer terbang jauh2 merentasi lautan...and the fact that i had a very2 tiring KK trip...without even getting a chance to shop, that was seriously depressing.
last2 nya kitorg shopping famous amos + perfume jer kt airport...haish...sedey btol

The Outcome
  1. Movie marathon - dpt tgk 3 movies jer...ok lar kn dr xder langsung
  2. shopping - langsung x sempat...haish!!!
  3. sempat p guardian + watson kejap jer (*O*) buat syarat jer dpt masuk.
  4. salon - sepanjang ari....
  5. sushi - OK lar tp bcos of terlampau penat, xdpt nak mkn byk...
  6. comic - jumpa 1 jer (*O*) 
so, puas ati with the trip?
NOPE...not really but i have to bersyukur dengan apa yang ada...like what my friend said: "at least ko ada gak cuti...kami ni..." (^O^) so, alhamdulillah.

    Tuesday, July 20, 2010

    teacher, lecturer or educator???


    teacher, lecturer or educator???
    what's the difference?
    what does it matter...
    for those ignorance.

    teacher, lecturer or educator???
    what does it mean?
    teach, lecture and educate scholar...
    to get their life ascertain.

    teacher, lecturer or educator???
    what does it resemble?
    we do all the role-player...
    just to satisfy all those 'grimmish' disabled???

    teacher, lecturer or educator???
    when will this end?
    just hope..just pray for your heart desire...
    never unless we get a concussion.

    teacher, lecturer or educator...
    just enjoy the torture... 

    we'll get our 'toast'...
    once they stop to boast.

    Friday, July 16, 2010

    *sigh*

    today is just not my day...(~,~)
    my chest feels heavy... and I'm exhausted, mentally + emotionally tired.

    its all because of the students (one student in particular) attitude.....
    the one who keeps on blaming others for their own flaws.....
    the one who knows his weaknesses but did nothing to change as if the weaknesses can eventually disappear on its own...
    i just couldn't take it anymore so i asked him to come and see me personally...
    he came but with a 'bodyguard'.....
    i chased the 'bodyguard' away as i said i need to talk to him in private...so the 'bodyguard' went off...

    AND
    i started the conversation with a light topic....
    firstly, i started talking + asking him about his family + studies + friends until i eventually came to the main topic of the day = his problems in english class....MY english class....
    at first he responded, he admitted he's weak in the language...
    so i asked, what would u do about it since u know you are weak???
    he said, 'nothing!!..mcm tu saja lah...
    i asked what do you mean by that???
    he said, 'dah mmg lemah...mcm tu saja lah...dah lemah, nak buat apa lg???
    i asked him to come and see me every afternoon after class for extra + private tuition, but he refused by saying that NOTHING can be done... he's weak...(AGAIN with that answer)
    with that, he seriously has pushed the right button...
    (*O*)
    so, i started to talk about his family, about his responsibility of being the eldest son of a "petani" family...about him being the role model for his siblings....
    he stopped looking at me...
    and started to cry.....sobbing like h*** (but, come to think of it now (*O*) it looks like crocodile tears to me...)
    so, i gave him some quiet time.
    after a while, i started asking him again, but he refused to say anything...

    i left him at my place while i was attending my other students who came for consultation....

    he was at my place for more than one hour...but, that doesnt change anything....
    his attitude before leaving my place was still disappointing...
    he was STILL refusing my help....

    he refused my suggestion on the extra class....he even refused my other suggestions to improve his english.... he practically refused anything...EVERYTHING!!!
    what more can i say???what more can i do???

    WHAT ELSE CAN A TEACHER DO???

    some people did say: 
    You can be a doctor and save lives...
    You can a a lawyer and defend lives...
    You can be a soldier and protect lives...
    or
    You can just simply be yourself...
    A teacher who touches lives. 

    p/s: i just dont see any point in "touching people's lives" if they still refuse to do anything with their OWN lives. 

    *sigh*