old life???

"Some people can get Old without getting Old"...thats the fact of life... and that's the thing that i'm afraid most...

i refuse(i know its bad to say this) to grow old...
i refuse to have flaby tummy...
i refuse to have double chin...
i refuse to have brittle bones...
i refuse to have absent mind....
BUT i know i can never change the fact that as a normal human being, aging process is a normal thing...therefore, i will cherish my youth till i can no longer lift my fingers....

ONE MORE THING...

i'm getting fussier + more stubborn  as the years go by....
i wonder why???is it because of the age factor???

cheeewah....tuh trick question jer tuh...(^O^) hohoho

i'm actually afraid...nope, not afraid...i am TERRIFIED of being old...

i dont wanna grow old being a grumpy kinda lady...
in fact, i hate old grumpy lady....so why am i behaving in such way (*O*) walaupon x bape obvious, tp i'm nurturing myself into that kinda attitude
i just hate myself for it...(*O*)

one article i have recently read said: 

"...we can see that anger management is necessary is our stressful lives. If we do not learn to manage our anger, we will harm ourselves physically. It has been reported that people who are constantly angry are twice as likely to have a heart attack than those who have learnt to manage their anger. So, the next time you get angry and upset, try out one of the ways that have been suggested..."

so, i'm going to train myself to be a BETTER person...much much better than i AM now...

Insyaallah....wish me luck (^O^)