dont stop believing...

dont stop believing...


i found this cool clip...enjoy (^v^)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIoSTbPt_PI&feature=related


when people start talking bout marriage life, i will try to shun away(kalo bole arr...tp selalu nyer akan t'tangkap gak...haishhhhhh)...susah btol arrr...xtau arr kenapa org luar yg lg sibuk2 bz bodi ngan ur life instead of ur parents/family...kn????pelik kn (*O*)....hurmmm...ntah larr...diorg takot kita p mngorat husband diorg kot...dats y beria2 sgt nak kita kawen cepat2...at least once we are married....they feel relieved arr sket, kurang lg sorg competitor (^o^) ....

when talking bout marriage...i will normally take my ex-K.U as my idol...she got married at da age of 40++ and she's blissfully happy now...alhamdulillah...(^v^)v

and whenever i said i adore her, she would always laugh(out loud)..."that's da spirit, ju"..."never stop believing" she said...the time will come (eventually).

dia selalu ckp..."love is there when u least expected it..."
she said..."dia pon dah almost putus asa b4 she met her husband...and da fact dat few of her elder sisters are not married made her think dat, it's not worth thinking lar...penat...bior lar org nak cakap ape pon ckp lar...dah xpedulik dah ape org pikir...

but then da "right guy" came...though its a lil bit late, but she accepted her fate..."God has saved da best for last"...she said and she's happy.

the truth is...i'm x worried at all for da fact dat i'm x married...yes kengkadang mmg jeles gak tgk org lain ade org yg amik berat et al...but most of da time bende tuh suma x really bother me...
as da fact of getting married and stuck with the same guy for da rest of ur life tuh lar yg really scare me(to death)...nak kata aku jenis yg suka mgatal+bpoya2+flirty xjugak(mmg TAK pon sebenornya)...tp ntah arr...i x think i'm ready to commit(even at da age of 30, i still think i'm x ready to take care of others)

and i just x know bile aku akan bsedia nak mbawak a bouquet of white roses nih...(^o^) hohoho

changing life???

my life changed a lot when i came to labuan...

i used to hv an easy life back in pahang...
nak mkn, kedai byk...pilih jer mana nak + kuarkan duit + kenyang (^o^)
kalo mls or bosan mkn kt kdai...drive blik umah mak (yg jaraknye x smpi 30km tuh...) + buat muka kesian mintak nasik + kenyang (^o^)....and sometimes (most of the time actually..heheh) boleh siap tapau lg nasik lauk segala bwk blik gambang...haishhhhhh...

i never bother to learn how to cook...even for a simple meal...(mmg pemalas tahap gaban nyer..huhu)...and da fact is though i love eating, I HATE COOKING....(dats y nak kene carik "a cook" for a husband...senang idop)

BUT...those are da days...

labuan changes everything...alhamdulillah!
a gud (very gud) change i would say...
thanks to the bad food and to my fussy eating habit...
i'm changed.

though i am still the same old me...(^v*)
pemalas yg suka wat keje last2 minutes...
tetap jugak degil keras kepala... x listen to wut others say...
tp at least now i'm learning (trying) to learn how to cook...(walaupon mcm dah a lil bit late...but my dear friend Lenny used to say "its better late than never"...at least aku mcuba jgak akhirnya...

most of my old-time friends are all surprised+shocked+(sometimes) amazed dgn ape yg aku bleh buat skang...walaupon still dlm "amatur" period + most of my experiment failed miserably..
but i'm trying my best to improve my skills (kalo arr ianya layak di panggil skill pon)...

 

i learn how to bake (thanks to liza 4 da recipe)

 western dinner...

 

another western treat...

seafood treat...

and i will keep on trying...to improve myself...
and become a BETTER ME (^o^)

new year...new life???

31st December 2009...
its the last day before the new year comes (^O^) ...and i was having a blast of my time in the shopping spree marathon...for 4days in a row me and my friend went out searching for dinner gift(gift exchange among colleagues) but everytime we went out, i'll come back not with the gift for others but me....(and suma bayar cash yer since credit card suma sudah kene potong....(^O^) hohoho...)

one of the things that i bought(that i wanna share here in this blog)....

i have lavishly given mysely a new year treat by getting new footwear...one of them is this black velvety boots that costs me rm150.00 and i just got this on wednesday (and i lurrrrveeee it sooooooo much)...this is going to be my last shopping spree before we hit 2010...and i believed i've warapped my 2009 in a very good + satisfactory condition...lots of things - good and bad - happened  in 2009 that taught me the true meaning of life and made me who i am today...thank you God for all the obstacles you gave me..it made me stronger...and i learnt a lot from it...Alhamdulillah.

i hope this coming new year that awaits me will give me another great + surprising + fulfilling year ahead...with new challenges + obstacles for me to handle (^O^)

GOOD BYE 2009...it has been a great year...

and

WELCOME 2010...hope to get ANOTHER great year...

(^o^)

something for me to remember...my root (^v^)

breaks...

life is getting more and more difficult...no more leisure break...

and a break is not considered as a break if ur mind keeps on thinking bout work...

(*O*)

i hate working...not da fact dat i hate teaching....NOPE!!!

i can confidently say dat i love teaching...

i ADORE this profession....very2 much...

its da other work dat i have to do besides teaching that drives me nuts...makes me cranky...and it seriously affects me (LOTS) in my work
especially in
my concentration...
my passion...
my strength...
my priority...

apparently, da small stone has become a heavy rock (*O*)

 

 da burden dat makes my life miserable...

p/s: thank god i love da kids...or else i've long gone "loopy"...

life during a christmas holiday...

dis is my 2nd christmas break in labuan...
nothing special....
things just basically da same like last year...
nothing more...nothing less (*O*)

sumtimes, i think...
my life will be da same for more years to come...
nothing is going to make it different...
not just yet...

but...
i long for sumting different to happen...
if only god permits it...
(^o^)
insyaallah...

life is a BLESS...

life is a blessing...

for those who realise it.

life is a blessing...

for those who think.

life is a blessing...

for those who are thankful.

life is a blessing...

when u hv ur frens around u.

life is a blessing...

when u hv more than enough to eat.

life is a blessing...

when u r still alive and kicking.

life is a blessing...ONLY if we think about it that way...for those people out there who are still complaining about things that happen around you...please take a few minutes to ponder about how we are blessed as we are given the chance:

to breath...

able to inhale da cool breeze everyday,

to see...

all da beautiful things the world has to offer,

to talk...

communicate and express our emotions,

to walk...

from one place to another,

to smell...

the lovely fragrance of flowers,

to eat...

all the best food in the world,

to sleep...

into a deep calm slumber,

to laugh...

our heart out.

to be able to do all sort of unimaginable things...

we are just lucky to be alive...just ALIVE (^o^)